it's mostly to do with the assesment. mind you, it's not frustration from too much studying - it's more of frustration with the lack of studying i've been doing. along with my complete inability to concentrate. at the moment, i'll find ANY excuse i can to not be reading anything about the cardiovascular/respiratory system, sociology, or embryology. which reminds me, i haven't reviewed any of the sociology or embryology lectures yet. (nor did i attend them). this IS the life of a student i guess. and i am here to study. but i just am not in the mood to do anything right now. for instance, yesterday was spent rehearsing in windeyer (i finally know where it is!), surfing endlessly, and also in my kitchen. we're redecorating. =) i told myself i should be in my room studying, but talking is a lot more fun. i mean, i'm scared and VERY worried that i'll do badly, but i just can't seem to summon up the motivation to work like hell right now. this is so bad. i'm praying that that will hit me today. i know i'm going to be regretting my "i-care-but-i-somehow-don't-give-a-shit-right-now" attitude on monday.
speaking of which, the medical school decided to change our assesment to a 2-day assesment. i didn't realise until jo mentioned it...and i was like...what? noooooooo... but it is true. so, after going on and on about how i can't wait for 5pm on the 21st, i now have to wait an extra 20 hours for intermodule week. =( i should try to look on the bright side of it though: it will give me more time to study, which i should be thankful for. and as ange said, it's less stressful. hmmmm.
more good news: i fell asleep in my gm crops ssm today. and there were only 5 people there, and i was sitting just to the left of dr wingler. oops. i wonder if she saw me dozing off....i was awake for the first half hour, but when it came to our short talk on our crops, i just couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. i did shake my head when she asked if anyone had questions for a particular person though. i just hope my head didn't go "fishing", as we call it.
the fire alarm also went off again 2 nights ago, at 5am. but it hasn't gone off since...i think that as long as this asshole isn't caught, this will just happen periodically, when he/she is feeling rather bored. so he'll probably be like...oh, alright. let's get everyone out in the cold night, make them suffer, and have the firemen and policemen come to schafer to do more investigations to see if they can actually catch me. i guess it is better than it going off on consecutive nights. i still cringe everytime i hear a siren or a loud sound though. this is going to have a long lasting effect on me: the schafer fire alarm nightmares. yikes.
i've also sent off my camera for repairs, and it should be arriving in the nikon office by 1pm tomorrow. or i'll get my money back. let's see if my faith in the royal mail can be reinstilled. =) according to customer service, it'll probably take 2-4 weeks to repair....but i'll have to see how much it's going to cost. dammit!! why why why? i feel so lost without it. i can't just whip it out of my drawer and take random photos of objects in my room (i was in this "macro" phase, which i actually still am in now). i feel like a part of me is just....missing. as weird as that may sound. i hope things can sort themselves out soon: i refuse to go to paris without a camera!!
ok. time to get back to do some work. focus, focus, focus....
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*me*
i'm su-yin
but people seem to prefer calling me "prof", "fish" and "blup"
anyone who can explain the nicknames, well...explain please!
i was born on 6th dec 1985
*ahem* haha.
i'm a perfectionist
who LOVES sleeping/napping
(i'm nocturnal),
eating (we all need to eat,
so we might as well enjoy it),
talking, laughing,
reading, dancing
and singing
(esp inspirational music!!) the sun'll come out, tomorrow...
and i'm a chocoholic. =)
i also LOVE taking photos...
of anything and everything.
*my photos*
you need to sign up to
view photos on this site,
but since i'm so nice,
i created an account
all of you can use. username: su-yinnn password: sleeping
enjoy! =)
